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Needed to write this down somewhere. Also, I was looking at some of my old journal entries and oh God past me why. WHY. So I felt the need to add at least one journal entry that wouldn't embarrass me too horribly.
So early this morning I woke up from a horrible nightmare that somehow involved One Direction. (Joking? I wish.) And by early this morning I mean 3 am.
Having eventually determined that my brain was now awake and therefore I wouldn't be able to just roll over and go back to sleep, I got up and went to look for a terrible book to read. Y'know, the literary equivalent of junk food. I figured it would relax me enough to get me to fall asleep again.
Unfortunately, the book I chose was Marked. As in House of Night series Marked.
Now, it's been quite a long while since I read that book, and in the meantime my opinions on certain subjects have changed - and I've developed opinions where none were before. Thank you, Tumblr.
Suffice it to say that by the time I'd finished the book I was so angry that I really couldn't sleep.
(And by angry I mean that if Zoey Redbird had happened to appear in my room at that moment I would have happily bludgeoned her to death with the damn book and felt not a shred of remorse. Hell, if the authors of that book had appeared in my room right then, I would have bludgeoned them to death with my laptop.)
I'm not going to write a long and angry rant about every little thing that irritated or downright enraged me about the book - but I didn't get any sleep, anyway. So instead I switched on my computer and went on Tumblr. Irritably.
I'm still irritable, damn it.
IT'S FINALLY DONE
I have now completed my AS music exam.
GUHHHHHHHH.
IT'S DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONE.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.
What do I worry about now?
History exam tomorrow, I suppose. *goes back to Tumblr instead of revising*
zzzzzzz...
The concert is over, I am exhausted but glad, and after a day of history, piano and singing it is SO GOOD TO BE BACK ON THE INTERNET can you tell I am half asleep and not entirely rational right now.
Also would people please STOP BRINGING UP THE QUESTION OF UNIVERSITY IT MAKES ME SO SCARED AND ANGRY THAT I TYPE IN ALL CAPS LIKE THIS AND I CAN'T DEAL WITH THIS I AM NOT READY TO BE THINKING ABOUT MY FUTURE AT THE AGE OF SEVENTEEN.
Seriously, every time a teacher asks me "what do you want to do with your life"/"where do you want to go to uni"/"what are you thinking of taking at uni"/"have you been looking at universities"/"have you been to any
I have a serious case of FIRST WORLD PROBLEMS
Just got back from a harp competition... after a two-and-a-half hour rehearsal, that is.
The competition didn't go so well - my nerves got to me (AAAARGH) and I messed up some of the pedals for Moon River. For MOON RIVER. I haven't messed those up for MONTHS... well, weeks, anyway.
Ah, well. At least I have the experience, and a pretty medal to go with it. Although the difficulty with a harp competition with this size is that there's so few people, you can't tell if you're any good.
As for the rehearsal, I followed the instructions of All Risks Musical: Ready, Aim, FAKE.
Just another rehearsal and concert tomorrow... and then another rehe
hello there...
I'm... tentatively back?
Well, no, not really. I'm not back at all.
Today's topic that no-one is interested in is WHY DO I VOLUNTEER FOR THINGS, NOW I HAVE TO DRAG MY HARP TO PLACES AND ACTUALLY PRACTISE, MY FIRST WORLD PROBLEMS ARE VERY HARD TO DEAL WITH.
Apparently my American spellcheck does not think practise is a word. PRACTISE IS THE VERB FORM.
It doesn't think spellcheck is a word, either. Is it perhaps having an identity crisis?
I'm half-asleep right now so this journal entry probably makes no sense.
Also, a tip for anyone who has watched Nausicaa of the Valley of the Wind: Do not read the manga unless you are fully prepared to
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